Every night before I fall asleep.

I pray that you will find someone worth making the effort for

That she will be beautiful and kind and loving and everything that you deserve.

Because you may not think you are worth it. But I do.

I see who you are. And as corny as this sounds, I still adore you.

I would have given you access to every vein in my body if that meant you would be able to believe in yourself again.

Even if that means I have to let you go.

Because without me in your life there’s less pressure. Less stress. You won’t have to worry. You could be happy.

I cannot love you as a lover.

And I will put all my feelings aside so that I can love you properly as a friend.

It is the least I could do.