My mom spoke to me a few days ago, about how I’m wasting my youth. How I should find love closer to me. How I’m not getting any younger. How she feels I’m lonely.
She told me she is grateful to have my dad. That though they clash and have different work ethics, at the end of the day he makes her laugh.
I understand she is worried for me.
It’s not that easy.
I’m in the mindset that there will be a day where I can one day hold my love’s hand and call him mine. That one day I will come home to a man who makes me laugh.
The timing isn’t there yet.
But one day it will be.
Anaphora 
What is your future plan so that you two can be together? I’m curious because I am in a similar place.
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In all honesty, Natalie, I have no plans. It’s out of my control at this point. Sorry I couldn’t give any useful advice lol
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It sounds like you have faith, cheering you on. Why do you say it is out of your control if you don’t mind me asking. Glad you could respond.
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Thank you, I do have faith. And I can’t control what tomorrow brings or another persons feelings or actions. But I do have faith
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