Sprawled out
a log beaten by waves
letting the current take away
.
it was time to sail
kissing gray as you ventured,
as you desired.
.
In search of the island of your need.
What boat can suffice?
What carriage you burden?
.
Your legs carry across land, your body shifts against water.
The dead ocean swallows. Now Swimmer, gasp in, go under.
There, the Voice clears. Decipher demon calls
.
Where are you going?
They demand
But how to explain
.
The taming of the storm inside, the desire drinking the sea?
It is my personal conquest, you say, the calling of the tempest within me.
The Voice pushing through water
.
bubbles against your skin,
They swirl around. Beginning to bitter speak:
Why, Our Lost Swimmer, why?
.
There is nothing for you to gain
Stop this nonsense, O Foolish Swimmer, your spirit’s growing faint.
I cannot control it, you spit, it’s too late to stop,
.
I cannot be restrained.
How can you stop a wave from crashing?
Or expect my foolish heart to obey?
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Please help me on this journey,
you pleaded jagged breath
I cannot live dependent on stagnation
.
to kill my passion for security
I’d rather end up dead.
.
Wait, Swimmer, for their answer
What covered your eyes?
challenging death deep’s disguise?
.
The Voice trembles through ocean
Raging, bites the salted grave
Crushed hands holding firm
.
relentless glinted gaze
you broke the strained lull
Please, you begged, I’m helpless against the waves,
.
The Voice broke laughter
And a sudden flare hushed within
The cold fear settled into throat
.
And dry doubt started to kick
We’ll help you, Stubborn Swimmer,
Though not for pity, but the stars within your eyes
.
Your body lifted through depths
Your lungs inhale sudden night
And there in the distance, the Island!
.
You ventured through dark waters
Each stroke closer yellow shores
Till a voice rang out
.
Stop! The Island cried, don’t come any closer.
Its voice a trill
But, Island. Precious Island, I have waited for this day. I challenged the depths to find you.
.
Lost my way, left my home… please let me take refuge in your embrace.
You wanted to say. But you didn’t say.
The voice was conviction.
.
Who were you to deny? What soul can trespass another’s right?
There’s no argument. No fight.
Turn around, Tired Swimmer, back to the depths
The Island was never yours