I felt a kind of love that enveloped me so forcefully I cried. It gripped my body in a warm embrace and lifted me up from my knees. My heart felt so light I began to think I could float. I am forgiven, I am forgiven, I am forgiven. The words rose like smoke from my lips. I love the Lord Jesus with all my heart and soul and mind. What grace and mercy he showed me, I am lower than dirt and deserve nothing. Though I am such a tiny creature, I know he loves me too. With him I find hope that there is a guiding hand behind it all. That there is a purpose that I, with all my flaws and brokenness, can be a part of.