I woke up today with worry. Worry that I won’t ever see him again. Won’t ever hold him again. I have no control over distance or his feelings. The things I do have control over seem to be slipping away.

But I was reminded that anxiety comes from what we concentrate on. So I must concentrate on what is good.

It was sunny today. I saw people I love today. I saw children dancing. People smiling. I saw clouds soft and full. Grass that wasn’t yellow. My dogs wagged their tails at my approach. My brother hugged me good morning. My sister laughs at my jokes. I saw a future. I am blessed.

If you have enough time to worry, you have enough time to worship. And I choose to worship Him who gives me peace instead of worshipping my uncertainty.